Final Count Down

My frozen transfer is scheduled for Monday. I am very nervous! I have been so excited this whole time, and I felt like time was dragging by. Now that I am getting so close I am just scared. In thinking about my emotions, I think I feel like this is my last chance and I am so nervous that it will not happen for us. Plus then when you get hopped up on all these drugs, I think it confuses a lot of emotions. If you think about it, please pray for me that I will have peace that it is all in God's hands and no matter what happens that it is His perfect will for our lives.

Time to try again!

I have not posted in a long time because I was just so heart broken over the results, and it seems like I don't even know what else to say. There was nothing significant in my blood work, so things still remain a mystery. There were some antibodies though, so my RE is going to try steroids this time.

Tomorrow is actually day one of my FET cycle. I will be having the transfer on the Monday of Thanksgiving week. At first my thought was that I really hope I have something to be Thankful for. Then I realized that was ridiculous. I have so much to be Thankful for, and no matter what, I will be Thankful. No matter what, I have a God that loves me, and He is preparing a place for me. I also know that all of three lost babies are in Heaven waiting for me as well.

Long Time

After the long wait, I had a very low HCG level, so I had to wait longer. Then I was told that I had a chemical pregnancy. It has been very discouraging to go through all that and still not be pregnant. I am however thanful for five frozen embroyos so I don't have to start for the beginning again.

Two weeks ago I met with my RE. He did quite a bit of blood work to see if I have a blod clotting problem. I am hopeful he will be able to figure out a reason why this did not work. If not, I will just continue to have "unexplained infertility".

Waiting not so very patiently!

I am 7 days past a 5 day transfer, and it is driving me crazy. It is such torture to have to wait. I am going crazy if every little thing that happens is a good sign or a bad sign. Then this morning when I was driving to work the guy on the radio said his favorite verse was Jeremiah 29:11. I was so happy to hear it again as a reminder. I still have hope and a future no matter what happens over the next few days.

Nervous!

I am officially doing all my shots as of yesterday. I am so nervous that I am going to do something wrong, and it will make something not work correctly. None of the shot are painful, so I am happy about that!

Shots!

On Saturday I started the Lupron. At first it was fine but the last couple of days I get very irritated at the injection site. I have another appointment on Sunday. It just seems like all I do is wait! I guess if nothing else positive happens, I will learn patience!

Moving Down the Check List

One week down with the bcp. Tomorrow I have an appointment with the RE, and then we have all of our meetings with the different departments on Friday. We are getting closer every day!