Final Count Down

My frozen transfer is scheduled for Monday. I am very nervous! I have been so excited this whole time, and I felt like time was dragging by. Now that I am getting so close I am just scared. In thinking about my emotions, I think I feel like this is my last chance and I am so nervous that it will not happen for us. Plus then when you get hopped up on all these drugs, I think it confuses a lot of emotions. If you think about it, please pray for me that I will have peace that it is all in God's hands and no matter what happens that it is His perfect will for our lives.

Time to try again!

I have not posted in a long time because I was just so heart broken over the results, and it seems like I don't even know what else to say. There was nothing significant in my blood work, so things still remain a mystery. There were some antibodies though, so my RE is going to try steroids this time.

Tomorrow is actually day one of my FET cycle. I will be having the transfer on the Monday of Thanksgiving week. At first my thought was that I really hope I have something to be Thankful for. Then I realized that was ridiculous. I have so much to be Thankful for, and no matter what, I will be Thankful. No matter what, I have a God that loves me, and He is preparing a place for me. I also know that all of three lost babies are in Heaven waiting for me as well.