Anxiety!

I am on all the drugs for my FET at the end of the month. It is a rollar coaster of emotions, and I feel a lot of anxiety. My mind is on so many things that when I went to the gas station today I drove away with the pump in my car. What an idiot! I was so embarassed! Anxiously I am waiting the day of the transfer but I am scared to death to hear it is negative again.