Thankful!

Church has been such a good thing for me. I think I would be really going crazy if it was not for the continual grounding I get there. Pastor was talking last night about putting ourself on the altar of sacrifice and not holding anything back from God. I realized that I need to give my desire to have a baby to God. He will heal the hurt if it is not His will for us to have another child. I continually pray that it will happen for us, and He knows my heart. But I realize that His ways are not my ways. Only time will tell what His will for my life is.